I'm Tired

I'm tired. Tired of love quick schemes, tired of waiting for the one. I'm tired of believing in my own advices that always tells me to never grow up. I'm still gonna find him and it will be as magical as it can be. But until then, i want to make myself completely free.
I'm free of fear and free of doubts, free of planting evil seeds. I'm free of burning book pages that makes me feel like there's nobody out there for me. I'm tired but i'm learning, i'm learning and i'm loving. Loving each step of the way, loving myself...at least trying everyday. I'm fine so if you ask me how i've been now i know what to say. I'm planted like a flower growing inside a maze.